It has been very hard, because today I phoned the psych again, and eventually, albeit very late, she did phone me back. It's organised (hopefully) for me to get some mood stabilisers. I have been here at uni all day and tried to do work, but I just can't. I was sitting with my group trying to do this work, and I just eventually zoned out. I'm sitting in a common area feeling a million things at once. I'm lonely, depressed, angry, frustrated (at being unable to do uni work) and nervous over nothing. I can't wait to get the meds, whatever they may turn out to be. Whatever they are, they better work, because I can't take much more of this. Yesterday at work was mostly full of anger. I had to come off my checkout before I murdered someone. It felt like a real danger.
FML. Someone make it all go away? Any takers to do my coursework for me? Please?
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