I have zero motivation to do any actual work. None. My dissertation is due in a week, and I'm sitting here chewing my nails. I flick aimlessly between tabs on my internet browser. Facebook. Twitter. Email. Blog. Over and over again. My nails are now chewed down to the quick, and it's sore! My hands are red, raw, dry and cracked because I wash them just to feel like I have control over something. I could let them heal, it's up to me. I don't feel unclean or anything, it's all about control.
Time is ticking by, and knowing that only increases my anxiety, and somehow boredom too. I'm also nervous about the doctors appointment tomorrow, but that's nothing new...
FML.
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