I'm not on this planet today, not sure where I am. Completely daydreaming. Distracted. No uni work getting done. Sleepy too. I want to go into uni, but I haven't even got dressed yet. I have a class at 4pm, which will be interesting at this rate! I think I'm being mindful without even being aware of it, I just keep drifting off, thinking about my breath, simple things like that. Why can't I do that when I actually need to?
Concentrate.
Nope gone again. Not even somewhere particularly nice. Like I'm watching the telly aimlessly. Just watching the people move around. Unless I come back to Earth soon, I'm not going to get much from this class! Sitting in the corner doesn't really work in a Psychology elective.
Now my stomach is sore. It's a catch-22. My back hurts, so I take co-codamol, but I take co-codamol and my stomach hurts! Damn it!
I have no emotions today. I can't feel happy or sad, or angry. Nothing. Comletely neutral. Like a blank screen.
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