Hi people! I had my second psychiatrist's appointment today, and I've got to say, it went alright. I definately have the Borderline diagnosis. The doc asked how I felt about that, and I've got to say, I'm glad I finally have an answer. I said a lot of my life makes sense now where it didn't before. We talked mainly about the whole abandonment fear thing, and how I rely too much on what other people think of me, and just what others are thinking in general.
Despite this, the waiting list of a year for DBT did worry me. I already waited like 3 years just to get treated by GPs. The psychiatrist just reminded me that things are already moving forward, because the diagnosis means that I should get the right treatment. She also said the BPD is hard to explain. Well that's true, I've already had someone ask me what my other personality is! *facepalm*
My Venlafaxine (Effexor) was increased too, I now take 150mg, so I hope that helps more too.
I'm just glad I might start getting some answers! I was given some ideas on how to deal with things at the time being. One was to think about what I'm thinking about...for example, why do I think that person hates me? What's the evidence? Also she said I could just get myself out of the situation when I feel panic arising, but that's not always going to be the best idea because I might get used to running from things.
I can only try!
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